Well,--MeganageM
Merry X-masIt's just a matter of time before the roof above me caves. Time that I don't have. Time I've spent on you. Time wasted. So call me a lost cause, slap me with another label, it doesn't matter because the rain will still be frozen and I'll always be alone in December. Sure, I'll have a bleak, empty New Years, but its better than dragging my ass out of bed for a glass of cheap champagne at another stupid party. I may be in town, but this time it ain't for you buddy. I used to need you but now your side of the bed is home to my bottle of gin. Merry Christmas, now leave me the fuck alone.Merry X-mas
Sincerely,
Megan.
Getting AwayTonight, tonight You aren’t in my dreams You aren’t in sight But it’s not as it seems.Getting Away
I don’t want you here Polluting my bed I don’t want to fear You clouding my head
So I'm alone Surrounded with doubt I know that my home Will not let me out
But it’s better than that Being with you Where cigarette smoke Still lets you through
Silence is solace I'm sick of your yelling I hate your embrace And you always telling
Me what to do Just shut your word hole Or I’ll do it for you G
Snow Falls Like Tears For YouThe first snow has fallen But it’s not nearly as cold as your heart Your frozen innards have shut me out Only to melt my frigid surroundings I’ll pack this handful into a tight wad And cram it into my mouth Just to rid myself of the taste of ash Hoping to make my way into Your winter paradise I can’t quite walk due to frost between my toes But I’ll crawl along the freeze To meet you halfway I forgot you never keep up your end of the bargain So I’ll die here alone and cold Where my only friends are thoughts of you.Snow Falls Like Tears For You
AloneThese are the nights where I can’t sleep. My only light is that of the occasional car speeding by, Anxious to get away from my flowing mind, And secondhand smoke. The moon has been engulfed in clouds. She is usually my only companion, But not tonight. This moral friend, this gorgeous orb, She is gone.Alone
And if I ever do get to sleep, It will be an unnamed lover that I dream of. With the art of passion in his voice, I am the blank canvas for him to spill talent on. But I doubt I’ll fall into his wake.
So lonely, an ugly soul left to burn in a superf
Confessional
PlaguedCursed by another spilling heart, Drip-dropPlagued
And the blood falls into a puddle of ashes Call it crimson,
Drink it down, This is all that's left of me. I only wish that I could see you
One more time, But they're taking me away, Oh goddess, help me now, Or am I too lost for you to hear me? I can hear the cannons now, The gunshots in the distance, I see the flare of wounded children As the soldiers walk away. Can't you see what I really mean? I've loved you all along, The single angel in my mind, Goodbye...
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"I was gonna be a Muslim once, but I didn't know which direction north was"
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"God You Know I Love You So Much, How Could You Let This Happen? What Did That Boy Say To You? Did He Say He Cares?"
yeah, he did, and now i cant sleep at night.
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